Hey bud, I can't pretend to know what you are going through or your struggle, but this was the equivalent of a preseason game and stretch for the playoffs. Friday will be exsctly the same. I can't tell you to have faith but thos team is leaving it all out there most nights.
If you need someone to vent to by all means send me a private message. There are battles and there are wars. Don't ever lose the war.